Fantasies & Ideas (Part 2)

In the last part I listed the toys I have, and the things I want to get. That post will be added to, so check back there often! Miss Lucy was satisfied, dare I say even a little excited with some of them, that made me quite happy! In this part I will discuss some of the fantasies and ideas of things I’d like to try, some are mild, some wild. I’m sure I’ll have plenty more, and Miss Lucy has said she may add some too, so lookout for that! These are not in order, they’re listed as they pop into my head. Get ready for a long one. Things marked with an * are discussed or detailed in part 1 and/or 3.

Generic Lifestyle Control: See below. - Forced Exercise: I’m fat, and I don’t deny it. Having forced exercise added to my nightly tasks would help with that. Honestly my weight (candidly: 250lbs) makes me very depressed quite often, but I lack self-motivation… I’ve started the healthier eating part, but I can’t get the exercise done.

Chastity (Lock-tober anyone? No-cum-vember?) - Unique Chastity Game: I haven’t spent a lot of time locked (a couple days max), so being locked up for a long period right off that bat is not something I’ll be able to do. To help grow my chastity period at a fair rate, while quickly getting to Miss Lucy’s longer desired lockup time, I propose the following: Once I’m locked, I am allowed an orgasm at a doubling lockup day rate for a period of a 1 year term. I.E. Lockup Day: Orgasm. (+1 Day): Orgasm. (+2 Days): Orgasm. (+4 Days): Orgasm. (+8 Days) (over 1 week locked): Orgasm. (+16 Days) (over 2 weeks locked): Orgasm. (+32 Days) (over 1 month locked): Orgasm. (+64 Days) (over 2 months locked): Orgasm. (+128 Days) (over 4 months locked): Orgasm. (REMAINDER OF YEAR): Orgasm on New Year’s eve. - Tease and denial: While locked I hope Miss Lucy teases me relentlessly! To the point of being considered evil (I’m seriously going to regret this…). - Chastity checks (x4): I need to stay in Chastity. While I’ll be using numbered locks so Miss Lucy can ensure I haven’t taken my cage off, everyone else should be able to check too. The world needs to know my little dick is locked up, and that it stays that way. I propose that I be made to post a picture of the plastic lock still on to my Twitter 4 times a day (Wake Up, Lunch, Off-Work, Bedtime). With this Miss Lucy won’t have to worry about me sneaking off my device if we can’t talk for a few days too. - Shrink Wrap Cocoon Sissy Hypno: Remember spending Saturday mornings watching cartoons? I want the sissy adult version of that. Having a tight-material fetish (latex, pretty much) I would love to be instructed to cocoon myself in shrink wrap (plastic wrap, seran wrap, etc.) so I can’t move at all (did I mention I love self-bondage?) and be forced to watch a sissy hypno video, or whatever else Miss Lucy deems appropriate. Perhaps she’ll restart it a few times and I’ll be left in denial for a few hours, locked in chastity, bound tightly, wearing a chastity bra. ;)

High Technology * - GPS Tracking: Giving Miss Lucy total knowledge of my location at all times by running a GPS tracking app on my phone. * - Bedroom Camera: I will install a IP camera in my room, it will be accessible from Miss Lucy’s phone (via an app). It will have pan, tilt, zoom, two-way audio, and night vision, Miss Lucy will be able to watch me at any time without my knowledge. - Random Sissy Backgrounds: Miss Lucy already has full-time Teamviewer access to my PC, I would love if she’d randomly set a sissy background sometimes. Images from thesissystore.com, theadultbabystore.com, Girls in Latex, and if she’s feeling mean something I won’t like (dicks, men, etc.) Doesn’t have to be all the time, but once in a while would be exciting, and making me keep it until she says so. * - Self-bondage Software (Dildo training): I’ve found some software in the past that uses your webcam and tracks how far you can suck a dildo. I can’t remember all the specifics, but it worked when I tested it and would make for a good task.

Simply Femme (Sissification) * - Chastity Bra: Locking my breasts up, and being forced to wear this lockable, metal breast chastity device for as long as Miss Lucy desires. I don’t get aroused at touching my chest at all, but the control of being locked is nice. She’ll be able to ensure I’m wearing it by checking on the camera. Even under a shirt it will be very noticeable, hope someone doesn’t knock on my door. ;) * - Dildo Training (Oral/Anal/A2M): Miss Lucy and I agree that I need to learn to suck cock, I need to train my ass to take it, and maybe if I need punishment, ass-to-mouth training. As I noted in part 1 I’m going to buy a realistic dildo to practice on, what I do with it is up to Miss Lucy.

- Super Sissy Clothes: Farfetched, but hey, this is my fantasy post, get your own. What I wouldn’t do to be made to wear things like this sissy dress. Perhaps heel training in lockable steep heel boots? Obviously I need this locking harness to keep my dress on. Oh, and a locking diaper harness. Lockable butt plug harness, that too. (These links are what I’d love set as my background randomly FYI.) ;)

Naughty, Naughty, little J… (Punishments) I totally thought of the show Gossip Girl when I though up the title… I love that show. So having a camera installed in my room makes getting punished very discouraging as Miss Lucy could be watching without me knowing. No cheating. - Toilet Privilege Loss: I’m a huge diaper fetishist, and while I don’t think Miss Lucy is into it, which is totally okay, I don’t mind wetting/messing my diapers if ordered too. As a punishment I suggest that my home toilet privileges could be taken away. I’d have to ask to use the toilet (suspicious if I don’t ask at all), and then I’d be forced to use my diaper. - Sleep Deprivation: An odd thing that really turns me on, but annoys me a lot at the same time is being forced to respond to messages while I’m sleeping. This is a very effective punishment, however a bit of a severe one. - Sleep Control: The opposite of the above, being forced to go to bed at a set time, or early as a punishment. With the camera it would be very enforceable. - “Think About What You’ve Done”: Empty a bag of rice and then pick them all up 1 by 1. With potential modifiers: butt plug, naked, chastity bra, feminized, etc.

Do As You’re Told, Or Else (Blackmail)

- Locked in Panties: Probably my biggest fantasy I’m willing to share. Also the absolute scariest to share with Miss Lucy! Though I know I won’t like it at all in real life, that fact kinda makes it more exciting. That’s also why it’s in the Blackmail section. Using a thin metal chain wrapped around my waist (and through my chastity device), I wear a pair of panties and lock them on with another numbered plastic lock. Similar to above with the chastity check tweets, I’d have to do 4 panty checks a day (also randomly as Miss Lucy asks.) Examples: 1, 2, 3 Bonus: A cheap way to stay in girly clothes. - Forced Bi: This one is pretty self-explanitory, but being forced to suck a cock is something that excites me a lot, but I’m sure I won’t enjoy in real life. I could have a tally on my twitter of how many cocks I sucked for Miss Lucy though… In this fantasy though Miss Lucy sets everything up (using Craigslist), and gives me an address to show up at where I’m then used. - IRL Punishment: Not sure the feasibility of this one, but I saw a tweet and fantasized about it, so it gets added. If I’ve been exceptionally bad, I may be made to find a local Dom (male or female) and be physically punished.