Weekly Journals: Week Three:

Thursday, October 5

It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged. Both Miss Lucy and I have been very busy with personal things. Fear not, things have totally been happening in the background for me to share.

Today we signed our “blackmail” agreement. (Not sure why I put that in quotes it’s real blackmail…) anyways. I’m so excited to be forced into doing as Miss Lucy commands. We’ve come along way in terms of personal communication. She shares more and more with me daily, and it really makes me happy, and calms my thoughts in regards to these things. More than serving her in the fetish sense, I hope we can also develop a friendship alongside. I mean I’ve just signed a year and 3 months of my life to her, minimum, I’d hate for that to be it. I don’t know, it’s up to her how much she opens up to me, how our relationship develops; whether or not it’s just she commands, I obey, or we’re able to be friends alongside that, it’s totally up to Miss Lucy, my thoughts are here haha.

I’ll post a “brief” (sarcastic quotes intended this time) version of our contact later tonight. Whatever the case, we’re in for a fun year, and I haven’t met someone I’d like to do this more with than Miss Lucy!

Moving to other things, I have been informed that I will have have to suck a minimum of 7 real life penises (es or ‘s?…) before I am released from this agreement. I’m not sure what to make of this… That seems like a lot. I’m bi-curious, guess I’ll be bi-experienced by the time Miss Lucy is done with me. I have to suck, 7, real cocks, attached to real men… minimum. *gulp*

My dildo arrived today. I’ve updated my Toys blog if you’re curious where I got it or about it. Basically a 6″ cock, with balls and a flat base. I’ll be practicing sucking this, a lot. Also, I ordered the HUSH remote controlled vibrating buttplug, it should be here by Friday, and I can’t wait to wear it often and give full control to Miss Lucy!!! I also ordered the Rearz seduction diapers, they’ll be here Friday as well, diapers and toilet control are one of my biggest fetishes, so I hope Miss Lucy will indulge that a little with me.

I don’t know what else to say, I’ve had an extremely stressful week at work and my thoughts/emotions are scattered, much to Miss Lucy’s chargin, I’ve had a couple more than a couple beers after signing our agreement (she disapproves of drinking (I think.)). Anyways, like I said, calling it a stressful week would be a mild understatement, so here I am…

I should add, I type these without edit (kinda, I do spelling, punctuation, etc.), anyways, thoughts are put down, and I either continue or leave them be, but don’t remove anything, so these journals may be odd at times.

I guess I’ll add by saying, I’m so excited to experience this with Miss Lucy, and I do hope this will be fun for both of us!

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